Its not just about the job. Its about the people I'm working with and whether I am happy at work that matters most right now. I don't feel like I belong there, at the Carlton Club although I honestly feel honoured to be picked to be up there. Still, although those at the lobby thinks their job is bullshit, I prefer being with them still. I am just happy down there!

People say to make full use of our time there during attachment to learn something. But if being put up there just to do F&B, preparing beers, wine and all the other alcoholic drinks, than am I wrong to say that I am just wasting my time doing things I hate to do and thus not enjoying my work?

People with common sense can surely understand how I feel and analyze what I mean.
Thank you.