the other day on our spedial date, i remember holding on to you in the train securely, looking at you and telling you, "b, you are my pillar of strength!" (:

thinking about it makes me wanna cry. often we don't appreciate things we have until they slipped off our hands and be gone, doesn't matter for a few moment, a little while, a long time, or even forever. the thought of your absence for this coming three weeks' making me feel worried that i'd be lonely and insecure.

but on a brighter note, when its over and that i know i've pulled through this challenge in our relationship, we've achieved something small but that has affected our lives in a way! i'm happy this love is ours baby. of you and me. just us!

good night.