i have to let this out..

i don't know where to start. straight to the point, it surely doesn't do any better to the others for being such a perfectonist yourself. no one is independent, well at least not 100% independent like that nor perfect like that, so don't even think you are one of the few exceptional ones. i hate people boasting about themselves in your oh-so-indirect-yet-so-stupidly-obvious ways! i know you're born good. everyone else is too. so stop showing off! just be more humble will you? and i mean, MORE MORE humble. thank you in advance (because i can assure that you're such a failure for trying to be humble yourself, thus you'll never be).

i'm not done yet. if you're a gentleman, please be sensitive towards others' feelings, especially girls', and specially to mine like in one of the very bitter example i just had to experience with you recently. i felt so awkward, so stunned, so shocked i just wanted to run away or if i was ever cruel, i would have punched your goddamn mouth and make us both satisfied in our own ways for reasons only i know why.

i feel so sorry for myself to have had to go through all these and will further experience more annoying situations as long as we're still in this together. screw you for now! i just want this to be over and done with.

i'm done about you, for now.. be content!