i don't know if today itself is a very bad day, or am i just being irritating to myself as not to at least try to make myself happy.
i am ready for school. i am ready to meet friends again and get wasted in class everyday, than to be rotting at home for too long now. i'd rather keep my mind and myself busy with either school or thinking about anything else than to think deeper about my insecurities and worse, mess all my thoughts up and get bastard on myself.
another hectic day tomorrow. prrftt.