myself.
sometimes its that something within me that
I KNOW that has been keeping me strong, making me a proud independent girl for the past few days. these days, it hasn't been much about school, my friends nor my boyfriend. its much of like being myself and take in control about the situations around me, as well as all the emotions running through me. it looks easy.
but i love being alone most of the time. not that i am an anti-social or what, but just that being alone makes me easier to handle things especially emotions and whatever that's in a rush, rather than being together with a company. lets just put it this way..i have my own reasons and its neither of your rights to judge it. (:
it doesn't matter if noone's concerned, because i can't be bothered with you people either. i had a fair amount of joy, fun and sadnees this weekends. i hope things'll get better in time. moreover, tomorrow's kinda like a special day for me and Danni.
right, lets talk a little about yesterday. was happy because i got to go to the airport to watch the airplanes, and all that jazz. got to make some tourists did the surveys and then off to visit Inda at her workplace. chill for a little while before we went off to the Marina's Floating Platform and then caught a glimpse of the chingay. boring. they decided to go off early while i met up with mum and dad at esplanade.
i watched Chingay ALONE half of the time, before i walked back to the underpass to esplanade, went to the restroom, enjoyed the aircon first and then met mum and dad. when we were tired, mum and dad went off by motorbike while i took the bus home. aahhh such a great night! and when i woke up today, all i knew was that i was missing Danni too much!!
anyhoos, i'm so not looking foward to school tomorrow, but what can i do? prrffftt. good night everyone. and Dannizan shall be a happy couple tomorrow, no matter what! i miss you so so much baby. more than whatever sadness being combined, put or embeded together in my heart.
i love you.
MY MULTIPLY 