i fell in love with a guy i least expected to be with. i didn't know all these frienship thingy can be so wonderful, especially if wonderful people has helped to create it.

Danni asked a question that strucked me few days ago. he knew that sometimes i'd talk to friends like Zaki or Qhas or Waney if there's anything i'm not happy about in our relationship. he asked why couldn't i just say to him about it? well maybe i didn't intend to or find it necessary to do so. and he said, "But i'm your boyfriend. If you don't tell me what is it and i don't know, (thus couldn't change himself for the better), then why would i be your boyfriend?" i'm feeling the guilt, even till today.

he was being very concern. how can i love him less? even if there were times that things didn't go on either of our ways, he'd still make it up to me. those hugs and kisses were priceless. yes yes yes, very much obsessed with him indeed. (:

what i like best about Danni and his boys is seeing them get together and talk. maybe look at the way they treat each other and spend time together. why must us girls be so bitchy, irritating and noisy? why can't we treat each other fairly and shut our mouth up than to hurt each other?

i may not get to see them as often anymore, but i really appreciate the friendship i made with the boys, especially Zaki and Qhas, and maybe Akram. everytime i tag along with Danni to meet them, they'd never fail to entertain me, altho i admit i'm always lame! pity Danni who always need to entertain a lame girlfriend like me! hees. i miss calling Qhas as Qhassy. and i miss Zaki messing up my hair and irritates me. like brothers they are.

i was once just a friend of Danni. i'm really happy to see him getting a girlfriend for himself, that is me (duh!), all thanks to his gay bestfriend, Zaki. and i'm happy he's been a very very wonderful boyfriend throughout the whole time we've been together, even at the very beginning when we were working at Coffee Bean and became "bestfriends" when i always tag along to his jaming sessions often after that as well as always working on the same shift together! how sweeeeettt!

i'd never ever wanna lose him. nor do i wanna lose friends like those boys. even if we're not as close anymore, they'll forever be the VIP(s) in my life.

i love my handsome drummer just as much as those days when i had a bad crush on him! (okkaay secret's out!). hahas. since the day he first gave me a kiss on my cheek, i'd never regret a single moment afetr that. thank you Zaki for making this a reality and thank you Danni for being the most loving and nicest boyfriend ever!