my savings has gone down the drain, and now i'm left with only 8bucks. don't assume that i've used it for unnecessary stuffs. i tried to spend as little of it as i could, but to no avail. god i feel bad. i am such a loser. i can't even save up for something i badly want.

you know i've always wanted to own you so badly since the first time i laid my eyes on you, dear. you looked so damn good and sexy, i couldn't take my eyes off you. i went through sacrifices, if you've realised, and i thought its never too late. i was desperate. for you. if i don't even have enough to feed myself, how could i even have enough to even own you? i'm giving up on you and worse, i'm letting myself down for doing so.

dear pretty Vans shoe, maybe i'll get you some other time.

goodbye.