ezann: "Would you be feeling sad if your dad's going away to work at Dubai for say, five years?"

hazlan: "Yes ofcoz. why?"

ezann:"because i'm not feeling what i'm supposed to. idk why!"

hazlan: "omg ezann. how come???"

I DON'T KNOW. i don't get to see dad as often at home anyways. sometimes he's physically here, but most of the time he's not. its his work. i've understood that and i guess i'm immuned to life as it is - like not seeing dad for 3/4 of the week. the only thing that i've been trying so hard to do, is to always make mum happy and hope she doesn't feel so lonely. with abang in camp and dad always at work, its down to my responsibility.

i am a grown up girl. i have to do this.