i'm meeting my girls and classmates later on at Francis's 'christmas party' at his crib this evening. its the day i've been looking foward to because i badly miss every single one of my classmates except 'the (singular) famous girl eveyones knows about'. (:

know how much it hurts to have to hate your own once good friend? my mind's telling me that hating her is so childish and whatever but my heart keeps insisting. when i lose a friend like her, i lost ONE thing, but i gain EVERYTHING else that's much more worthy, like the frienship bond between me and all the others. i'm grateful, but is she? oh nevermind, i can't be bothered either.

so how's Christmas been yesterday for all of you? i've gotten a gift from Abg Din two days ago. mum got one from him too! so here's mine.

eh anyways, yesterday at town there were like so many things happening along the raods. and i saw two Korean women wearing Korean costumes, but singing christmas carols like shiok sendiri. then i turned to my mum and said, "bodoh pe orang-orang ni? tak masok akal!" haha. -___-''

and those foreign workers, like those Philippine maids who're supposed to celebrate christmas, were still lingering around at Lucky Plaza, lepaking. tetap they make me feel like Lucky Plaza is such a foreign place! fucking irritating and buat menyemak! ggrrr. okay, these are just random rants.

i'm gonna have to get myself ready soon.

LETS PARTAAAYYY!