firstly, i've been missing my boy so badly for the last 4 days. :'(

everyone's been asking & asking and i think today i'm a little pissed with everything and whatever that're gonna happen tomorrow, or the few days after.

tomorrow's the raya outing with all secondary schoolmates, but dad's making things difficult for me now. today and tomorrow are his days-off but he has to go to SP for his lesson today till late afternoon, so that means we ain't going out today. instead, mum says that we're most prolly going out tomorrow. i pretty well know how my friends will react to this situation, especially if i ditch them tomorrow. i don't make the decision, but mum does. urrgghh.

Danni's asking me to join him and the boys during their chalet bbq tomorrow. oh how i wish. but i can't because the raya plan's already pissing me off and i thought the boys don't really like girls to be present anyway. it has always been like that. i'm already immuned to it. no girls during soccer, no girls during the upcoming raya outing of their's and no girls during chalet.

okay two options on my bloody stoopid mind right now:

1) buih semua orang and sit at home je tomorrow OR

2) buih semua org then go find his birthday present alone. lagi mulia! then after that die-die find people to accompany me go sheesha or something. urgh!

and for all who's been asking the same irritating question.. NO, i am NOT bringing Danni along to any of the raya outings these coming few days because he's obviously gonna be at the chalet. ohhh baby can you not go? :(

anyhoos, i wonder if Maan's booked the chalet for our class this end of year because i am looking foward to it. to stay up all night, sing, bitch, dance, gossip, camwhore and do everything else that'll just make me escape from all worries and troubles.

i'm not myself these days. maybe i know why. nevermind. i hope i'll get to meet Danni today before he goes off to chalet tomorrow for three days loooonngggg!!!

like father, like daughter. aku pon prangai!

okay bye!