oh, my third entry. just keep on reading if you are one of those who bothers so much to read.

raya this year is a fucking ass. enough with dad's stupid working schedule and abang in camp, mum just had to make it worse today. so tomorrow's confusion is settle. i am not going for the raya outing nor the chalet. mak aku confirm happy gila babi !!! fuck. my parents better get busy tomorrow to go visiting, else i'd be more pissed. because i fucking need the fucking bucks!!!

for some and certain reasons, i just hate mum to the core sometimes. she needs to learn basic courtesy and anger management alot. & i just need to say this. fuck!

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anyhoos he said, "nanti i pergi chalet you jgn cry tau sayang.."

you'll just make me cry even more baby. i love you a hell lot. you'll be going during this time when i need you most. i'll miss you a zillion times more than ever. i'll cry every night, yearning to get to hug you and kiss you again. i'll wait patiently for your calls and texts and when i wake up, i'll wish you'd be with me by then.

please please please come back soon and bring me out.
i just hate staying home with a mad woman! -.-''

p/s: thanks Mira for dedicating that post to me. ily. & pardon me for being a little vulgar in this entry.