from the moment i put down the phone with Danni last night till when i woke up this morning, till on my journey to school, and surprisingly even until now when i'm typing these words, i'm not being in my bestest mood, unlike all the days before. i feel weird. do you?

anyhoos, the camp's being postponed to the 7th and 8th of Nov. bodoh betol! but nevermind, tetap kita pergi jugak kan? (:

& i don't feel good. i don't feel good. i don't feel good. i want to cry but i won't. i won't let my feelings take control of me. i'll control my feelings instead okay? sounds good eh?

before i end this off, there're a few things i'm begging to happen anytime soon by tomorrow:

# i hope mama'll give me bucks for tomorrow. else, i'd feel so fucked up!
# that school will end maybe slightly earlier tomorrow, just so i can have longer quality loving time to spend with Danni.
# that i can decide about where the hell am i gonna bring my Danni on his special day tomorrow.
# that i'll get to settle the necessary things for him!

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ooohhhh, its beyond awesome to get Mr Francis as our C.A because he's gonna invite us to his house on christmas (then i can come in snowcaps maybe), he's giving us jobs such as ushering VVIPs on a honourable event in HQ, getting us up to 40% discount for our Adidas class tee and also paying for the class's bbq this end of year. :DDDD

p/s: the whole time after that moment, i'm feeling scared and worried, even until now. :(