he makes my life miserable, like i've got nothing new to blog about here. he's the most disgusting and lamest guy i've known. & NO, I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT MY BOYFRIEND.

this particular guy, whose name i am not afraid to publicise, Muhammad Zulhimi Bin Mustaffa, is an idiot. more than that actually, obviously, precisely. its been errmm around 4 years ago since our break-up (the zaman-zaman kental dulu), but he's still lingering around on this earth, trying to make me feel good about the past. crazy or what?! he'll chat with me online, trying to start a conversation, but most of the time, i'll end up blocking him in msn instead (& i feel good after that. betol betol. tak bedek!).

today, he chatted with me again. as usual, i didn't entertain him much, but looks like he didn't bother and it doesn't affect him much either. the reason why i didn't block him today on msn is because i wanna see what he's up to. as usual, nothing new. he asked me if i still remember my Fotki (a website where you can upload and save your photos) username or something like that. i stoned for a while because i swear i couldn't even remember i've been to that website before. then he asked me if i still keep our photos. what the hell for? then he sent me 3-4 of our old photos but i declined to accept those. i asked him, what for? he said he like those pics and he miss me!

wah kanina. okay read these. i feel like puking already laaa!!

()aMyKwAn() says:
btw my fren said tat kta dua sweet

()aMyKwAn() says:
hahaha

()aMyKwAn() says:
kecoh2

()aMyKwAn() says:
bt u two up there is sweeter>>>> (my dp is a pic of me & Danni)

()aMyKwAn() says:
hehhe

()aMyKwAn() says:
btw juz wana sae tat

()aMyKwAn() says:
tanx 4 bein wif me last tyme

()aMyKwAn() says:
hahax

()aMyKwAn() says:
tanx

its such a trauma to think that the number of times he abused me actually outnumbered the number of times he loved me. but i'm so over it already with this jerk. & its so unbefuckinglivable for the fact that i actually got hooked up with him once. but that was once & for all. no more!! anyhoos, i didn't even bother to reply to what he said. a second after that, he signed out. oohh what a relief.

he told me he's getting married soon (kesian ah perempuan tu!) and so what?? wouldn't it be a better news if he'd told me he's dying soon?

c'mon la. tell me something new.

p/s: get well soon sayang. i'll take good care of you tmr okays! (: