i don't understand how an ungrateful and ugly friendship between two different person can turn over into a blooming and appreciative one. how odd? it sets me thinking, altho its not much of my business now anyway. it's making me feel as if i was betrayed worst than i'd thought it already was. how sad can my past life be, having humans like you guys stepping into a life like mine?

now i'm very much curious what has happened and what's happening now. rock bottom, fer sure i wouldn't want to have anything to do with either of you anymore. thanks for the memories.

p/s: like i've said, its useless to be too good to someone / anyone sometimes. and whatever shits you get into with a boyfriend, don't get a mum like mine involved. heart pain. heart pain.