because i think i've went through and experienced more failures than sucess in life, that i feel so worthless most of the times. its been long since i felt this way. because i know how its like to suffer so much in a short period of time and to experience fucking hell with someone you love wasn't even at all fun. it was a hell of a life.

if ranting would help, then i'd love to carry on. but i know its useless, so i can't be bothered either.

i'll just keep it to myself.

go to pantai, saw wak-wak nelayan..
fucking jantan like you, who got time nak layan??

oh boy! oh boyyyy!!

p/s: someone's talking. this is so unbefuckinglivable! naaabey!!!