my mind is corrupted in school. everytime i see her, i have mixed feelings, whether to hate her or not to. but unfortunately, i do, and so do the rest of the class. too bad lorhs! & she walked out of the class today, for i'm-not-sure-what reason.

you know, life's unfair. whatever message that you're trying to get across to the next party, just don't bastard and defeat the purpose. in my terms, just walk the talk. life's not about chasing, enjoying then blaming and walking off. its about walking through it, compromising, sacrificing, understading, forgiving, realising and accepting.

thus, what's happening around and to you made me reflect so much about me too. like, how blessed and grateful am i to get to see a very good example of someone like you, who was once desperate but took things for granted next. i am grateful because i can learn from your mistakes and i think it'll somehow make me a better individual, specifically towards my beloved boyfriend.

anyhoos, i don't understand tho. you didn't do much as what was expected from us. it has nothing much to do with me, moreover with my life, but it is so distracting everytime i hear or even see it with my own ears and eyes. i shall not proceed further because i don't want this to affect me much either. because i, or rather WE care, we are very very much concern indeed. its all up to you. no hard feelings kay?? (((:

okay that was rondom. but i somehow think that things that're happening around are pretty weird but i'm sure i can learn from those things. apart from all these, i thank Danni for being such a wonderful then-friend, now-boyfriend who never fails to care so much about me and to love me as much as he could ever love any other girls & thanks to Mira too for being the greatest bitch and bestest buddy in class, to Pot for being the bestest belo kid-next-door and to Shydabebey for being the cutest and most understading girlfriend ever.

i have a fucking ulser and it fucking hurt and i fucking hate it. because i can't get to kiss Danni. hahs. -.-''

its been a boring month. i just want TIME to go the places i WANT to go.
nak ikot??? (: