yesterday was a lonely day, i swear. i felt pathetic the whole of yesterday. but wait. before i move on and write about how pathetic my day was, i'd like to let out my feelings about things that's gonna happen this whole week.

work was kinda hell on Saturday night. it was fucking busy and i barely had the time to text baby that night. i miss him so much! and worse, i wasn't in good terms with Jagen for a few hours. that already pissed me off a little. even worse, when i looked at the schedule, i am actually working EVERYDAY, doing the closing shift and my day off is only on saturday!! then how about my social life you binnaways?!! fuck fuck fuck. urgh nvm. then me, Danial and YC decided to lepak after work and not take the transport home. work finished at 2.30am and we lepak-ed. Dan was hungry, so we walked all the way to Al-Azhar and had our supper. i had my thosai and shared with Dan his Roti John yg sedap nak mampos. then we went on and talked about life. it was cool. time passed and we decided to go off. so again, we walked home. eh nah. Danial walked with me till i got home and then he took the cab coz he stays in Jurong West fer god's sake! my legs were already hurting that morning and i reached home at 5.30am. oh goodness!!

so yeah yesterday, i woke up at around 1pm. okay here's the pathetic day. i woke up and find out that my parents are out. and initially, i am suppose to watch movie with Jibet. i tried calling her but she didn't pick up coz she was still sleeping. so i called mum and then met her and dad at town to catch Jumper. damn it was a good story. i love it coz Hayden was freaking hot nak mampos. yeah!! okay after the movies, mum and dad went home by bike and i was left all alone at town! i did't know where to go so i took the bus to MSQ, walked around and then finally took the bus home. omg. i walked around town and MSQ alone?! hahah. emo or what?

i was stingy so i only bought food for myself before i reached home. and last night's conversation with baby was merepek. hahah. i think he's too stressed about his exams, so he made me the victim. while on the phone, he played online games, sang all kinds of songs, talked rubbish and he delayed my sleeping time. he even came out with mat & minah reps' names for us. hahah. and i finally slept at 4+. he's gonna have his accounting paper at 2.30pm later. so yeah baby, good luck!! (:

honestly, sometimes, baby pisses me off with all the parts where he talked about dearest yasmin. but at the end of the day, he made me forget about it because the number of times he said he loves me and miss me outnumbered the number of times he talked about her. so yeah, at least i know he loves me. and i dont know why, these days, realising the fact that he's so far away from me and that i can't meet him as often anymore is actually making me cry.

its gonna be a hectic week for me. nabey nabey.

i am till pissed over everything yaw! URGGHH!